I remember now.
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saffronhareYesterday, I went to a 5 p.m. Mass at the local Catholic church. It was sort of an experiment, see, in community and whether it might be useful to struggle with the faith of my youth a bit closer in than I've been in the last 20 years.
It started off well enough, with a fuller-than-expected parking lot and a lovely, light-filled sanctuary (though I think most of the "stained glass" windows might have been adhesive rather than old-school). The processional hymn was even in a waltzing rhythm, and echoed a lot of what I pray for in my own morning devotions. And then we had the readings and the Gospel, followed by the shortest sermon I've ever heard in my life, transcribed here as precisely as I can remember it.
Today, we're going to start off with a history lesson. Does anybody know who the first group of people were that Hitler and the Nazis put to death? [Insert a squirming sort of silence here] It was the mentally ill...and Downs Syndrome children. Who knows where Hitler got this idea? From the state of Ohio! Yes, that's right...Ohio and a man named Bernard Shaw. Bernard Shaw, who taught evolution. [Note to self: fact-check this. Or not. Or maybe just scream.] To this very day, nearly 98% of Downs Syndrome babies are aborted. Think about it.
And that, children of God, concluded his sermon -- Hitler, evolution, and baby-killing. It was all I could do not to walk out, and I spent the remainder of the service making sure I remembered what he'd said so I will never forget why I was gone from the Catholic Church for 20-odd years. I suppose it would be rude to hope this church will be struck by lightning and burn down, which was the fate of the last church in which I attended Mass, way back when. (This would be the same mass during which![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
agrnmn were married. We both share some pride about that, even after the marriage ended.)
Now, it's possible that there are Catholic churches and priests who do not share those beliefs quite so rabidly. I have fond memories of some of those parish priests, and if yesterday's priest had been more like them, then I could very well have found some comfort in letting the old prayers wash over me. But this guy is the only priest in town, at the only Catholic parish in town. Gaia Community feels so far away, both physically and metaphorically, and there is no other UU church close enough to be "local." And the Grove is gone. Feeling very lonely right now. I think I'd really hoped to like it there. FUCK.
It started off well enough, with a fuller-than-expected parking lot and a lovely, light-filled sanctuary (though I think most of the "stained glass" windows might have been adhesive rather than old-school). The processional hymn was even in a waltzing rhythm, and echoed a lot of what I pray for in my own morning devotions. And then we had the readings and the Gospel, followed by the shortest sermon I've ever heard in my life, transcribed here as precisely as I can remember it.
Today, we're going to start off with a history lesson. Does anybody know who the first group of people were that Hitler and the Nazis put to death? [Insert a squirming sort of silence here] It was the mentally ill...and Downs Syndrome children. Who knows where Hitler got this idea? From the state of Ohio! Yes, that's right...Ohio and a man named Bernard Shaw. Bernard Shaw, who taught evolution. [Note to self: fact-check this. Or not. Or maybe just scream.] To this very day, nearly 98% of Downs Syndrome babies are aborted. Think about it.
And that, children of God, concluded his sermon -- Hitler, evolution, and baby-killing. It was all I could do not to walk out, and I spent the remainder of the service making sure I remembered what he'd said so I will never forget why I was gone from the Catholic Church for 20-odd years. I suppose it would be rude to hope this church will be struck by lightning and burn down, which was the fate of the last church in which I attended Mass, way back when. (This would be the same mass during which
agrnmn were married. We both share some pride about that, even after the marriage ended.)Now, it's possible that there are Catholic churches and priests who do not share those beliefs quite so rabidly. I have fond memories of some of those parish priests, and if yesterday's priest had been more like them, then I could very well have found some comfort in letting the old prayers wash over me. But this guy is the only priest in town, at the only Catholic parish in town. Gaia Community feels so far away, both physically and metaphorically, and there is no other UU church close enough to be "local." And the Grove is gone. Feeling very lonely right now. I think I'd really hoped to like it there. FUCK.
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Date: 2010-08-22 06:54 pm (UTC)I feel ya, babe. I really do.
We could be solitaries together once in a while. That Mabon is the next one up is all kinds of ironically hilarious. :-)
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Date: 2010-08-22 07:05 pm (UTC)http://webcache.googleusercontent.com/search?q=cache:YRNnt5fVWpAJ:www.ronpaulforums.com/showthread.php%3Fp%3D2851158+bernard+shaw+ohio+evolution+nazis&cd=4&hl=en&ct=clnk&gl=us&client=firefox-a
That second site is batshit, by the way. And yep. George Bernard Shaw. Who wasn't from Ohio.
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Date: 2010-08-22 07:07 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2010-08-22 06:57 pm (UTC)Have you considered the Episcopalian church? All the lovely trappings and such, none of this sort of political agenda.
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Date: 2010-08-22 07:06 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2010-08-22 07:10 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2010-08-22 07:13 pm (UTC)Not a lot of the pomp and pagentry, though. Great meditations, though.
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Date: 2010-08-22 07:15 pm (UTC)St. Mark's Olathe. I remember its being a good place. It's the oldest ELCA church in Olathe. I do not know the pastor.
http://www.adventolathe.org/
This congregation was in mission status when we left the area in 1991, so I think of it as the "new" church. I remember that I really liked Roger and Susan. They were very supportive to David when our congregation jumped the shark on us.
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Date: 2010-08-22 07:20 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2010-08-22 08:48 pm (UTC)there are two RC parishes in town. one has a liberal jesuit who comes out from CUA on weekends to say mass and hear confession. i loved talking to him. the other? what the magisterium says goes. i couldn't hack it there.
"All of the ceremony, half the guilt."
Date: 2010-08-23 02:22 pm (UTC)Though in fairness, I once walked into a Lutheran service by accident (on base, everybody uses the same church building) and didn't notice the difference until halfway through. No idea which synod it was...
Re: "All of the ceremony, half the guilt."
Date: 2010-08-23 03:03 pm (UTC)(which is to say, if you do decide to swing by an Episcopal Church, you might want to check their website for the parish's position on the gay marriage and bishop consecration controversies. People have been switching their attendance to congregations that match their own position, so it's become rather polarized.)
Re: "All of the ceremony, half the guilt."
Date: 2010-08-23 08:09 pm (UTC)That's hilarious. :) I'm not really waffling on the paganism; just sort of feeling a pull toward something community-based. As in "this community, where I live." :: shrug :: We'll see.
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